Feeling so stressed

Just got back from training,a long-winded and tiring day~

At first I was just thinking of spending my time with more meaningful activities, and to get my time passed easier, I've really never expected this job would put on so much pressures on me~I'm dying on suffocation!!! Nevertheless, for the sake of $$$, and the promise I've made to them, I have to take it even it's against my will~