Feeling so stressed

Just got back from training,a long-winded and tiring day~

At first I was just thinking of spending my time with more meaningful activities, and to get my time passed easier, I've really never expected this job would put on so much pressures on me~I'm dying on suffocation!!! Nevertheless, for the sake of $$$, and the promise I've made to them, I have to take it even it's against my will~

寻“工”记~

My ever 1st time to be sitting at a cafe and chatting non-stop with someone for 7 hours! UNBELIEVABLE~ had our breakfast & lunch at the same place without leaving the seats!It's sooooooo happy to chat with u~^^ you let me found out myself like to gossip so muchXD

By the way, Lee Yiet Lai,I have underestimated your capacity of talking!XD

Our original plan was to seek for jobs to get our holidays stuffed full with endless works.Coz if I'm still not willing to step out from house and find something to do, I may get melancholia sooner or later~and the most important thing is, after being gone through few times insanely shopping,my money left with 7788 ady~:(

Went to CITC department in TARC enquiry for vacancy for temporary assistants, Overall, I'm quite satisfied with the job, reasonable pay(RM 5 per hour), comfortable working environment, relaxing works~When I was about to apply for that job,who knows they asked us to be continue working when adv.dip starts~although just have to work for part time, but we are 100 times unwillingly to risk our adv.dip on working,so we decided to turn it down~

We have asked for many other jobs too,but all seems having no respond~No wonder ppl say "wan sik gan nan"~haih~So, anyone who see this and has nice recommendations pls kindly leave your way of contact here~:p

keep going!!!

Last whole day I was so busy revising and practising on MYOB,after done an assignment with my groupmate, I summore redo all the textbook practices over and over again,who knows today it ended up like a piece of shit!:( haih~who ask me so excited and over-confident leh? Once gan jeong,everything screwed up! Hopefully wen the result comes out,that piece of shit wont be too shit for me:(

Life is so,no matter how bad today was,you stil have to keep going in life,and hardly pray for a better tmr~and pray that even you are destinied to meet a piece of shit tmr,u can stil find a little sweet out of that shit:)

I'm going to graduate from my diploma soon,all sorts of feelings well up in my heart all of a sudden~ Time always passes without us realizing it...Recalling the 1st few semester,my life was so miserable,that I can't even bear to recall it...
I skipped classes,I cheated in the exams,I played computer games n watch tv at the night be4 exam,I even missed out my coursework test that nearly made me being expelled from the college,I was once being so wilful,can you all believe that? Can't find a friend that can talk to,I was being so alone all day,and everynite covered myself under the blanket and cried loudly,can you all imagine that?

Fortunately, all these have passed~Although it made me suffered a lot,I feel thankful for all these experiences that made up a new me~ I believe that God will never put us in a situation where we can't handle it,so no matter how bad it is,as long as with faith,we can always overcome it~

Without u,I'm like without hands and legs~

I had never expected I would bother you at this critical moment still~
Why do things always happened when you're not around? why can't even I manage a small matter by myself? foolish me~

I was pampered and cherished by u so well all along,but this time u left me so panic,maybe it's ur intention to let me grow up~

If I'm allowed to do so,I would rather hide under ur shade forever,but it's so mean of putting loads of burdens on someone that u cared so much,and you watch it helplessly~

have been so tired of taking care of me huh? now it should be my turn:)

i've gotta be strong!!!

I have been sickkk for 2 weeks more...2 weeks more!!! i promised to myself i would NEVER NEVER NEVER make myself fall sick again!!! becoz I would NEVER NEVER NEVER wana live this kind of life anymore!!!

At 1st leg got scalded, rested at home for whole week, I've missed out so many classes and appointments...ok fine~after 1 week wen i could start walking a little bit, duno it's becoz of my wound got infected or my mum spreaded her sickness to me, I fell sick again---high fever+bodyache+sore throat+coughing+flu~ what the xxx!!! rested for few days, wen my fever started to be brought down, and i felt a little bit relieved, here it goes again----gastric pain!!!!!

Doctor said it was becoz I've taken too much of medicine( i tink at least got 10-20 types of med),even the doctor oso not sure I was allergic to which kind of medicine,so ended up my gastric couldn't bear it anymore and decided to go on strike. Even so, the doctor still gave me medicine for gastric-.-!!!. I felt like vomitting so muchhh~but hardly vomit out anything!!!
It was so so so awfulllllllllll!!!!!

*Finish complaining*

The next day, which is today, i felt much better for my stomach ady, but i still don't have much strength. I really really wish this is the ever last time, becoz I don't know whether my body still able to withstand another impact before it collapse~

Now I sincerely prayed to the God: Plss don't let me fall sick again, pls let me stay healthy and I promised I would always take good care of myself, AMEN~